All the Reasons People Drive Me Bananas

1. Other people want to do things that are different than what I want to do, thus making me hate them.

2. Often times people expect "conversation" from me at times when I don't want to talk, or have nothing to talk about. This upsets me

3. Other people assume that I will have fun doing the things that they have fun doing. I do this as well, but it bothers me much more in others than it does in myself. 

4. Some other people have rashes and do too much coke. But that's a more personal issue. 

5. People always try to make me "try" sushi that I have already tried, that I already know I don't fucking like. 

6. People don't thank me sufficiently for the christmas cards I so thoughtfully sent them. Screw those people. 

7. Some people make me go to work even when I don't want to and there is nothing to do. Those people are not aware of the fact that I secretly dream of stabbing them in the eye. Just saying.

Thats pretty much all I can think of right now, but is by no means a comprehensive list. There will be more.

Last night i went out to wellesley and stayed in a nest on the floor of a rec room, and now my back hurts and I'm tired. I just spent about 4 days with one of my favorite people in the world and he's driving me out of my mind. I wish I wasn't such a jerk after being around someone for more than 3 or 4 hours. I don't know why I lose the energy to deal with other people so quickly. I ended up not saying a word all day, and smiling tightly through my irritation (at nothing), and eventually saying "I have to go!!!" and leaving and driving home during a rather large snowstorm. And now I'm alone on the boat again and I am so so so glad. And I just wish I had left before I was in a pissy mood. I also don't much like when people visit from far away, I've discovered. Basically, if someone is around all the time, I'm cool, cause I can just see them from time to time and things are great. When someone comes in from out of town, I feel as though it is my obligation to spend as much time with them as possible...which means that I quickly become an irritated bitch. I don't even know why I'm writing this tonight.